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December 30, 2007

Merry Christmas, and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Just wanted to tell everyone merry.. . late x-mas and hope you have a GREAT new years!

I can’t believe it’s almost 2008, man where did the damn year go?! I need to get out more, seriously. Just about every year I think it’s my new year’s resolution to quit smoking cigarettes.. HAHA it will never prevail, so this time.. . I think I’ll just not have a resolution so I can’t fail!

I’m getting on disability soon! Due to my health problems, it’s impossible for me to work. So I applied for disability and then I’ll be able to afford the many visits to the doctors again. I’ll have insurance! Maybe we’ll get to the bottom of these stupid pains and I’ll be able to live my life again. I wanna do so much, but I think even if I was “healthy”, I don’t think I’d know where to start. It kinda scares me.

I have SOOO many pictures I want to post up, and edit and.. yes, but I never seem to have enough “alone” time these days. I’m very self-conscious and can’t work under supervision. I’m weird like that. I know I can do good though, and I know I could be better.. I need more motivation dammit!

4 Comments »

  1. hello! I randomly found your blog and I just opened my site so I guess I have been looking around at other sites. Why would you be going on disability? If you don’t mind me asking.

    By the way, I’m going to check your DeviantArti f you don’t mind. Those things always intrest me, although I suck at taking decent photographs myself.

    Comment by Lauren — December 31, 2007 @ 9:01 am

  2. You can’t get medical care there without insurance?!!? Anyway good luck with that!

    I can’t work when someone’s watching me either -___-

    anyway, happy new year!!!!

    Comment by kitty — January 1, 2008 @ 12:57 am

  3. Good luck with the med care :)

    I’m glad you feel that I was able to bring attention to a topic you have trouble talking about with others. It brings warmth to my heart that I am able to help people in that area.

    Comment by snez — January 1, 2008 @ 2:00 am

  4. thank you! and whatever it is that’s going on definately does not sound healthy at all. Hopefully it gets better soon! have they given you any medication? It sounds really random.

    Anyway, hopefully your New Year was fun!

    Im adding you to my blogroll since I just started this whole wordpress thing and so far you’re one of the only people that talks when they talk back haha.

    Comment by Lauren — January 1, 2008 @ 7:55 am

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