SCREAMING OUT LOUD.
Standing in the middle of a crowd screaming my head off, and no one ever hears me. It feels like everything is falling apart in front of me. I can’t escape. I can’t trust anyone. I feel so lost, and I don’t understand. No one understands. I want to escape this. Just run away. No one to turn to anymore. I just want to get away. I hate myself so much, I wish I could just end it. I don’t want to hurt anyone. I don’t know what to do. Why do I have to think! My head just won’t stop, no matter how many times I bang it on the wall. It just won’t stop. Please. Stop. Mom, I need you. Please come home.
Mandy,
I will be home soon. Hang in there. I love you with all my heart. I miss you so much. I am so worried about youtoo. Hang in there I will be home before you know it. I love you Mandy………..
Comment by Mom — February 4, 2007 @ 6:33 pm
I LOVE YOU
Comment by Mom — February 4, 2007 @ 6:36 pm
*hugs*
I hope you feel better soon and that your mom comes back asap.
And good luck at the court!.
Comment by emz — February 6, 2007 @ 12:11 am
hey mandy whats up how are things with you havn’t talk to you in a long time but yeah we should hang out some time i always see j at his work but not you lol well call me some time you have my number still right well if you dont just message me on myspace okay talk to you later bye.
Comment by Jeremy — February 8, 2007 @ 3:45 pm