Happy New Year! 2010

Time goes by so fast, that with a blink of an eye flowers can bloom, or die and wilt away. I wish I could hold still a moment in time, perhaps it’s why I love taking pictures.

Can’t believe it’s 2010. Had a great time with the family. My dad played guitar all night, we toasted with sparkling cider-a cheers to the new year. Just wish the whole family could have been together!

Happy New Year!@#!

The end is now.

Happy late thanksgiving guys! I’m so thankful for everything I have in life. I couldn’t be more blessed. I love my family, and I also love Marty’s family. I couldn’t be blessed with a more loving family.  They are great! We had so much fun on Thanksgiving, and oh man did I get stuffed like a turkey! I swear I had a little turkey in me. Haha. We first spent some time at Marty’s where we got to meet Sage’s new girlfriend. Marty’s mom made such a good dinner, I loved it. After dinner we all played the game Apples to Apples. It’s such a fun game, first time I’ve played. I got no green cards!!! It was so sad. Lol, but there’s always next time. I’m determined to win! Then we came back to my house and enjoyed some more dinner with my family. It was delicious and full of new recipes on the table. It was soooo good. I also finally learned the family tradition on making the turkey! I think I got most of it down, but knowing me I’m sure I’m gonna forget so I must write it down! It was fun though. I can’t wait for my first Thanksgiving that I get to make my own turkey! I’m so not looking forward to pulling out all the crap out of the turkey though. But I’m sure I’ll get over it. Haha.

Anyway Christmas is coming up! I can’t wait, I love the Christmas spirit. I’m so surprised there really isn’t much snow outside. It better snow some more, Christmas just isn’t the same without it. This year we did drawings for my family. So every adult has only one person to get a gift for. This way everyone could get a great gift. I pulled my brother Michael, and Marty pulled my brother Joshua. Two of the hardest! I have no idea what to get yet, but I’m sure it’ll come to me. Guys are so hard to get presents for.  And of course I so am getting my mom and dad something. I’m thinking something crafty and homemade! I know my mom will love it. I already have something to make for her and I know she’ll just love it! Wish I could share it, but because she reads this it’ll spoil it. Lol.  I already also have ideas of what to get Marty’s family! I can’t wait to make them. Getting/making presents is the best thing about Christmas. I couldn’t care less if I got any or not. But I just love seeing their faces when they open my presents. Such a great feeling. And the second best thing about Christmas is wrapping them! I wrap the most beautiful presents. I just love it.

Geez, I can’t believe it’s almost 2010. Wow how time flies.

Happy Easter!

oo. easter is tomorrow! Yay, I’ll get lots of candies.. hopefully.. lol. Been in the easter spirit all week practically. My mommy made beautiful easter baskets. I just wrapped them last night. They’re so pretty, way better then the ones at stores, which are filled with like 2 candies and cheap toys. MM eggs. I remember when I was little my brothers and I would sit on this big rock outside our house and salt our eggs and eat em. ! It’s making me want an easter egg. I can’t wait to paint them tomorrow for the kids!

On another note, pain sucks. T_T

Merry Christmas, and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Just wanted to tell everyone merry.. . late x-mas and hope you have a GREAT new years!

I can’t believe it’s almost 2008, man where did the damn year go?! I need to get out more, seriously. Just about every year I think it’s my new year’s resolution to quit smoking cigarettes.. HAHA it will never prevail, so this time.. . I think I’ll just not have a resolution so I can’t fail!

I’m getting on disability soon! Due to my health problems, it’s impossible for me to work. So I applied for disability and then I’ll be able to afford the many visits to the doctors again. I’ll have insurance! Maybe we’ll get to the bottom of these stupid pains and I’ll be able to live my life again. I wanna do so much, but I think even if I was “healthy”, I don’t think I’d know where to start. It kinda scares me.

I have SOOO many pictures I want to post up, and edit and.. yes, but I never seem to have enough “alone” time these days. I’m very self-conscious and can’t work under supervision. I’m weird like that. I know I can do good though, and I know I could be better.. I need more motivation dammit!