oo. easter is tomorrow! Yay, I’ll get lots of candies.. hopefully.. lol. Been in the easter spirit all week practically. My mommy made beautiful easter baskets. I just wrapped them last night. They’re so pretty, way better then the ones at stores, which are filled with like 2 candies and cheap toys. MM eggs. I remember when I was little my brothers and I would sit on this big rock outside our house and salt our eggs and eat em. ! It’s making me want an easter egg. I can’t wait to paint them tomorrow for the kids!
On another note, pain sucks. T_T
Just wanted to tell everyone merry.. . late x-mas and hope you have a GREAT new years!
I can’t believe it’s almost 2008, man where did the damn year go?! I need to get out more, seriously. Just about every year I think it’s my new year’s resolution to quit smoking cigarettes.. HAHA it will never prevail, so this time.. . I think I’ll just not have a resolution so I can’t fail!
I’m getting on disability soon! Due to my health problems, it’s impossible for me to work. So I applied for disability and then I’ll be able to afford the many visits to the doctors again. I’ll have insurance! Maybe we’ll get to the bottom of these stupid pains and I’ll be able to live my life again. I wanna do so much, but I think even if I was “healthy”, I don’t think I’d know where to start. It kinda scares me.
I have SOOO many pictures I want to post up, and edit and.. yes, but I never seem to have enough “alone” time these days. I’m very self-conscious and can’t work under supervision. I’m weird like that. I know I can do good though, and I know I could be better.. I need more motivation dammit!
I keep feeling dizzy. It sucks. Passed out once. 
Jason’s car broke down today. So I had to go pick him up from work, and now I’m eating the snack wrap and fries he bought me. Yum yum. I made this new layout! I likes it. I added another recipe! Yummy BBQ Ribs. You HAVE to try them.
It’s almost valentines. I’m planning on doing something special for Jason. Don’t know what yet though. Any ideas?
Happy New Years everyone! And a late merry x-mas! I hope everyone had fun. I was uhm, well at a … game shop for the new year, playing games. 
A few days ago I celebrated already at Kali’s house, and I got so sick. Jack’s fault. I felt blehghghh.. I puked, alot. Pluerisy came into the picture and I couldn’t breathe, so they called 911. By the time the cops got there I was all sobered up, they came in and told me to turn over. I replied “I can’t” because of course I was freaking hurting, and a fucking 300 pound pig had to jump on me and put me in cuffs. My hands are all bruised up, and my back has been hurting so much more now. I ended up with a minor in consumption + posession. My brother, Jason and.. Jason had to drive up to Idaho and pick me up. After I got home I was so dehydrated, so of course I drank lots of water, and just ended up puking right after. I just kept drinking though, and puking, at least after I puked I felt a little better. I felt like I was dying until the next night. I’m so glad it’s over though. Jack kicked my ass.