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December 30, 2007

Merry Christmas, and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Just wanted to tell everyone merry.. . late x-mas and hope you have a GREAT new years!

I can’t believe it’s almost 2008, man where did the damn year go?! I need to get out more, seriously. Just about every year I think it’s my new year’s resolution to quit smoking cigarettes.. HAHA it will never prevail, so this time.. . I think I’ll just not have a resolution so I can’t fail!

I’m getting on disability soon! Due to my health problems, it’s impossible for me to work. So I applied for disability and then I’ll be able to afford the many visits to the doctors again. I’ll have insurance! Maybe we’ll get to the bottom of these stupid pains and I’ll be able to live my life again. I wanna do so much, but I think even if I was “healthy”, I don’t think I’d know where to start. It kinda scares me.

I have SOOO many pictures I want to post up, and edit and.. yes, but I never seem to have enough “alone” time these days. I’m very self-conscious and can’t work under supervision. I’m weird like that. I know I can do good though, and I know I could be better.. I need more motivation dammit!

January 5, 2007

Driving in a winter wonder road!

It’s been freaking snowing all day. Today we went into town to go get some more magic cards and were planning on going to a tournament, but that part didn’t work out. I got a second angel though, :D .! Yey-ya. Ok, shut up I’m a geek. I wish I had my old magic cards. I bet they’d be pretty spendy. The streets were covered in ice. It’s so pretty. I had to go like 35 mph all the way home. :0 Sllll  ll o  o o o owww mooo ttti on. Saw two cars that got in accidents today. One was a head on, the other iuno wtf he was doing, going too fast prolly and ended up in a ditch between the highway. Dumb people. AND OMG, I HATE when STUPID people have to drive like a foot behind me. I don’t care if I’m going 10 mph, it’s ICE damnit, and .. yeah, it wouldn’t be good if a freaking deer jumped in front of me, idioto. Man. Well anyways, I posted up a new picture. devoted.jpg  <— There it is!!! MAGNIFY TIMES! :D No, hehe go to photography to take a look. I also added random and favorites. Put in some pictures of the yummy food you could make in recipes. So go to cooking! Believe me they’re good. Blah blah enough blabble.